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Chap. III

from The Histories of Some of the Penitents in the Magdalen-House, as Supposed to be related by Themselves (1760)

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Summary

Love is not sin, but where 'tis sinful love:

There is a flame so holy and so clear,

That the white taper leaves no soot behind.

Dryden.

The next morning, as soon as Mrs. Tent was up, Mr. Mastin told her he was resolved to take me away; which she obstinately refusing to consent to, with all the rage of a mercenary wretch, who fears being deprived of what she esteems the most valuable property she has; he, by threatning to have her brought to punishment, and her house suppressed, and by an offer of some money in case of a quiet acquiescence, at last prevailed, and carried me off.

I was now placed in a very pretty lodging, surrounded with every convenience of life, and introduced into diversions which gave me both pleasure and surprize. Mr. Mastin kept me out of all infamous acquaintance; but got his tradesmen's wives to visit me; and they were so much more genteel than myself, that I could not wish for higher company; and their conversation wore off some of my rusticity, which ceased to please, when it was no longer a proof of my innocence; that great attraction, which very unnaturally charms those most, who are most desirous of destroying it.

I lived in this manner a year and a half, about which time Mr. Mastin fell in love with another woman, perhaps more engaging, but certainly more new than myself. However, he was too good-humoured to tell me this; but complaining our connexion was grown too like matrimony, to which he had a mortal aversion, he fairly acknowleged his resolution to break it off; but as he would not suffer me to be reduced to any distress, because his passion for me was extinguished, he offered to recommend me to his sister, who wanted a servant to attend on her person; for which office I was grown genteel enough.

I had perceived the decay of Mr. Mastin's affection with some uneasiness, tho’ without the bitter pangs which those feel at a lover's inconstancy, who are passionately in love with him.

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Publisher: Pickering & Chatto
First published in: 2014

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