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CHAP. III - Consists of some farther particulars relative to the preceding adventure, which came to the Author's knowledge after the departure of Matilda from London; with two letters wrote by that unfortunate lady to her husband in her exile, which it is hoped will not be an unwelcome present to the Public, especially to those who have hearts not utterly incapable of being affected with the woes of others

from BOOK VI

Carol Stewart
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University of Southampton
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I am very much afraid that Alexis will stand but little justified in the opinion of my fair readers for his conduct towards Matilda; – they will doubtless say, that the love he pretended to have for her had taken but a shallow root in his heart, when it could be shaken by a misfortune which she had no way contributed to bring upon herself.

They will, perhaps, also add, that after she had with so much simplicity, some may think folly too, revealed to him the whole of what had befallen her, it was not only unkind, but highly ungenerous and cruel in him to abandon her to despair at a time when she had so much need of the tenderest compassion and consolation.

I must confess, indeed, that these accusations have the strongest appearance of reason on their side; yet I must take upon me, notwithstanding, to aver, that Alexis in this point was influenced by a principle which is among the things, which tho' we cannot prove to be so, yet we know in fact are so; and how much a paradox so ever it may seem to some, Love, when in excess, may, on more occasions than one, produce the same effects as Hate.

I know not whether there are many ladies would like to be loved in this manner; for certain it is, that it was chiefly owing to the too refin'd delicacy of the passion Alexis was possess'd of for Matilda that made them both so greatly wretched; – the thoughts that another, though by force, had revell'd in her charms, depriv'd those charms of all their relish, and sicken'd every wish.

When we have been talking together on this head, often have I heard him, in the utmost bitterness of heart, express himself in these terms:

Alexis. I still adore her mind; – I know it all compos'd of sweetness, innocence, and heavenly truth; – but, oh! the blemish cast upon her person cannot be wash'd off but with the villain's blood; and unless fate allows me the means of doing her and myself that justice, can never look upon her but as the ghost of my once dear wife.

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The Invisible Spy
by Eliza Haywood
, pp. 323 - 328
Publisher: Pickering & Chatto
First published in: 2014

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