Skip to main content Accessibility help
×
Hostname: page-component-848d4c4894-5nwft Total loading time: 0 Render date: 2024-05-09T05:09:16.517Z Has data issue: false hasContentIssue false

Sylvain Gutmacker, Belgium, biography

from Part II - Searching for the Purpose of Suffering: Despair—Accusation—Hope

Published online by Cambridge University Press:  14 March 2018

Dorothea Heiser
Affiliation:
Holds an MA from the University of Freiburg
Stuart Taberner
Affiliation:
Professor of Contemporary German Literature
Get access

Summary

All that is known of this young Jewish pharmacology student, who came from Belgium, was that he escaped the persecution of the Jews by “going underground” in the concentration camp of Dachau and remaining there until liberation. G. v. Walraeve, one of Gutmacker's former fellow prisoners, sent copies of the poems Gutmacker had written in Dachau, which were preserved in a handwritten manuscript, to the Archive of the Dachau Memorial Site.

Four of these poems, three of which are included here, were written in Dachau concentration camp in 1942, but Gutmacker continued to keep his poetry notebook until 1945. Its contents offer a harrowing insight into his inner life, which, even after liberation, continued to be haunted by his extreme experiences. On March 28, 1948, only three years after his liberation, Sylvain Gutmacker took his own life.

Tristesse

Le vide de mon coeur

Ma brûlante douleur

Engourdissent mon âme.

Pas de soeur, pas d'amie

Ô douceur infinie

pour bercer mes sanglots

Tristement je m'en vais

Dans des lieux plus discrets

Y pleurer ma souffrance

La nature sans vie

Par l'hiver endormie

est muette à ma voix

Je suis seul, ô poète

Mais tes vers, doux remède

Seuls m'apportent l'Oubli.

Juin 1942

Sadness

It is empty, my heart

And the pain smarts

Numbing my soul.

No sister, no friend

O infinite tenderness

To cradle my sobs

Sadly I go off

To the most remote spots

To cry over my suffering

Nature is dead

Winter is asleep

And does not respond to my weeping

I'm alone, o poet

Only your lines let me forget—

My sweetest remedy.

June 1942—Translated by Donna Stonecipher

Regrets

Souvent, dans les tortures de mes nuits d'insomnie

Quand mon âme déchirée m'interroge tout bas

Souvent, quand je ressens le vide de ma vie

Et que de ma misère, je cherche le pourquoi,

Je revois, comme un songe, mon enfance dorée

Où, dédaigneux du présent, je vivais dans l'avenir:

Ô mon âme, par l'ardent Idéal dévorée,

l'Idéal de créer et de ne point mourir.

Créer! Il n'est rien de plus beau pour un être éphémère!

Se survivre à soi-même, inextinguible espoir!

Type
Chapter
Information
My Shadow in Dachau
Poems by Victims and Survivors of the Concentration Camp
, pp. 117 - 124
Publisher: Boydell & Brewer
Print publication year: 2014

Access options

Get access to the full version of this content by using one of the access options below. (Log in options will check for institutional or personal access. Content may require purchase if you do not have access.)

Save book to Kindle

To save this book to your Kindle, first ensure coreplatform@cambridge.org is added to your Approved Personal Document E-mail List under your Personal Document Settings on the Manage Your Content and Devices page of your Amazon account. Then enter the ‘name’ part of your Kindle email address below. Find out more about saving to your Kindle.

Note you can select to save to either the @free.kindle.com or @kindle.com variations. ‘@free.kindle.com’ emails are free but can only be saved to your device when it is connected to wi-fi. ‘@kindle.com’ emails can be delivered even when you are not connected to wi-fi, but note that service fees apply.

Find out more about the Kindle Personal Document Service.

Available formats
×

Save book to Dropbox

To save content items to your account, please confirm that you agree to abide by our usage policies. If this is the first time you use this feature, you will be asked to authorise Cambridge Core to connect with your account. Find out more about saving content to Dropbox.

Available formats
×

Save book to Google Drive

To save content items to your account, please confirm that you agree to abide by our usage policies. If this is the first time you use this feature, you will be asked to authorise Cambridge Core to connect with your account. Find out more about saving content to Google Drive.

Available formats
×